thanks again sundog and cyrano....
Im not sure whats going on with him
because he sent a msg early morning hours
saying I hope you dont see them murdering me....
I drive there next Thursday...its either his schizophrenia
or 2 seperate issues.Im calmer now....
only dreading the 1500km drive with a sore hip...
it would be good if we could go back in the past
but not sure what to change and when?
My hubby is away right now with 3 of our dogs
so i can pay extra attention to the remaining 2 dogs and 2 cats.
(had dejavu then) never mind.
yes definitely calmer for now......((((hugs))))...jjulia