Hi Greenleaves,

I have been reading through this thread and one thing that has struck me is that you appear to be very lonley. I know how that can feel and I am sorry your in that place right now.

You have tons of courage to come right out and ask for friendship, not many of us have that courage. I myself tend to back away and isolate. I know its not the best way of coping but its the only way I know how.

The one thing that you have to understand is that "people" can not make you feel better. "People" can not soothe you. This is something that you have to learn to do on your own. Because in the end, we only have ourself. Ya know?

Do you currently see a T and/or PDoc? Do you take meds?

I only ask because I know that seeing a T has helped me tremendously in the past and know that it can make a real difference. I also take Effexor XR which has also done wonders. I still have my bad days but even the "normal" people do too. LOL

I hope your feeling better soon.


Huggles,

Jen