Lately I have basically lost my libido. It is the end of the semester. Just next week I have 3 presentations, 2 term papers due, an exam plus I'm making a poster for a national conference that is in 2.5 weeks. Needles too say my stress level is through the friggen roof right now. Add on that 3 days ago was exactly a year since my grandma died and I just want this to be done.

So in the last 3 weeks my bf and I have had sex twice. I feel really bad but at the end of the day, I'll be laying in bed and I want to but I just can't make myself move. And, of course, he is getting frustrated - which I understand. But I don't appreciate having him try and come onto me when I'm in the middle of trying to get stuff done. I turn him down and he gets mad. I have flat out said that my mind is just not on sex right now but he doesn't get it. And the more he pushes after I say no, the more it makes me NOT want to.

I guess I just feel a little lost. I'm not very good at seeing "wrong" or "right" in situations and I feel like I should just suck it up and do it....but I don't want to if I'm just not into it. UGH! I wish this semester would just end!