Feeling so much better today and yet trying to figure out why I am so obsessed with my marriage (the love relationship) and its problems to the point that I cannot be happy or satisfied until it is resolved and working like an well oiled machine.... or at least oiled enough that I can feel LOVE from both sides.

Guess I just feel so un-cherished right now (due to the past 10 yrs) that it makes it hard for me to put my thinking (that he loves me) and my feelings together to the point that I can actually feel LOVED & WANTED....

Any ideals.................... I can't seem to leave the past in the past.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -