Lady D, I don't know if it's normal to feel sick when looking at the things with which you used to cut, but I do think it's a good thing. I think it's a means of protection against cutting.

I think that seeing someone at your school is a great idea. If you need more counseling than they are able to offer, or if you aren't satisfied with their services, don't give up hope on finding a good counselor that you can afford. My own counselor drops his fee once insurance is depleted and for people without any insurance.

Hang in there! ((((((((((Lady D))))))))))