I'm back at work after a week off. I don't like being around people. Just listening to my coworkers talk and how they act just turns me off socializing. I don't care about all the social airs people put on. I thought after high school people would be different... I thought adulthood would take me away from all the shallow, spiteful and generally abrasive and rude people. People don't come off as genuine human beings to me. All the crap we do to pretend we don't feel or think.

It doesn't help I work with a ton of immature college kids. I hate the mall unless I'm spending money. I just wish I could stay home and chill with my cat instead of deal with anybody. I'm highly introverted. Often I wish I could win the lottery or get a big inheritance, not to be rich but to disconnect from people.