Ok, so I haven't posted on here in a while. Mostly because I was told that my posts were suicidal, and I felt that I was causing problems. But, I need to post right now, so here goes. I will try not to make this a triggering post. I just need to get this out. Some of you may know that I was supposed to see my therapist today. Well, I would be seeing her right now, but she is sick, and so our appointment got cancelled. I realize that this happens, but knowing that I would see her today is what has kept me alive for like the past month. Well, now I can't see her until 2 weeks from now, and this is really upsetting me. I feel like I don't have anything to hold on to. I feel like giving up. Please give me some advice here, I don't know what to do.

Thanks,
~Dreamer~

[b]<font color=blue> How very empty is my soul, it is a soul that feels no thrill, it is a soul that could easily kill...--Cake[b]<font color=blue>