Dear Always,
Can you relate this time of the night and this yucky feeling with any event from your past? - I ask this for I used to become fearful upon having to go to bed, always feelings as though someone was in my room with ME.... many years later when I went to counseling after a suicide attempt I realized those feeling were from unresolved wounds going all the way back to childhood sexual abuse (they took place at night & in my room).... Feelings Buried Alive Never DIE!
((((((( HUGS )))))))
LoVe,
Rhapsody -
Check this story out for more insight on the matter....
http://www.radicalforgiveness.com/content/jill.asp