everything is so blended together that it is hard to make sense of anything I am thinking..... even though there isn't any 'clear' thing I am thinking. Does anyone else have that problem? You sit there in silence, not really thinking but you "are" in fact thinking, but you cannot determine Exactly what you are thinking about? That really sucks.

Nerves are as pancakes on the griddle ... all flat and gooey then puffed up ready to explode. They are not the good tasting, fruit topped cakes either... LOL

Feeling very sick to my stomach and sad