Hi Jaye-

Thank you for admitting your relapse and being honest! We have to be rigorously honest if we want to overcome our addictions. You can stop, it's definetly possible. And the best part is that it's possible to stop and end the misery at the same time. The past 9 months for me have been the best 9 months of my life. THE best. You can do it. Welcome to the forums. =)

~Rayna