Kacey- something very similar to this has happened to me in the past 5 weeks or so and I am still reeling from it. My heart is truly breaking for you. I understand and know where you are coming from on this. It feels like you are being abandoned and that no matter what, you have absolutely no say in what is happening in your own care. Something that gave you great comfort has been yanked out from under you with no warning and you feel like you've fallen flat on your face as a result of it. It destroys you doesn't it?

The only advice I can give you is to just not fight it anymore, try to adjust and accept this as quickly as you can. Learn from my stupid mistakes and experiences if you can...... It's been very, very hard for me, and it's only served to interrupt a relationship that I held dear. I struggle everyday with this. The longer it goes on, the harder it's getting to stay in the present and progress. Don't let it be something that stops your forward progress.

((((((Kasey)))))) I'm so sorry you are going through this.