I guess he is the only one who knows but my guess is yes he will be a bit uncomfortable after all you had said and that last joke. You know what joke I am talking about. Jokes like that can make many uncomfortable and serious comments on that stuff can too....then you said you sent threatening letters...that would creep me out if someone did that stuff to me....but I am sure he will be cool and handle it well and there will no doubt be a crowd. It will be fine...Just between now and then take your meds..see a PDOC find a free T and end all death talk over there...maybe do not email him..good or bad