That's disappointing. You have hung on to this date, and it gets post-poned again. I don't know if you could find someone else you can talk to in the mean time, which might help keep you hanging on. What I would suggest is that you write down the things you wanted to talk to her about today, and write down how you are feeling now. Do you have a way to send her a message? Email, snail mail, or dropping it off at her office? I think she needs to know that you were just hanging on to this and you really need to talk to her. Maybe she would find a way to work you in earlier, or call you or something. If nothing else, call a crisis line - at least you will be able to talk to somebody that way.
You're welcome to PM me, although I need to warn you I will be away from the computer Friday and Saturday, so I might not be able to reply very fast.
Have your classes started up yet? Concentrating on that might help too.
Hang in there!
<font color=green>"Loneliness does not come from having no people about one, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to oneself, or from holding certain views which others find inadmissible" Carl Jung</font color=green>
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