Thanks for all the replies. I'm feeling a little sad today because my T answered my email, and as usual, only commented on the positive stuff I wrote about, nothing negative, not about my allergies or anything. That's her deal with the emails but it's still hard! I wrote that I know she will say it's okay for any or all of my parts to love her, and I wrote about how much holding her hand has helped me. She never comments on anything about her but she's told me it's okay to write whatever I want. It makes me feel a little bit that it's NOT okay to write my feelings about her, but I know that's not true because she told me. It's just that she won't discuss them in the email, and will write only general, positive statements. I have an appointment for Wednesday, May 4 (or whatever date Wed. is).

Can't Stop Crying--why are allergists still in business if there is a shot like that? I've had shots for about 8 years and still have my allergies! I will definitely ask my allergist next time I go for a shot, which will be as soon as I get back home!