Hello, beautifuldisaster78. I am sorry you have few options, I go back once more to talking to your therapist. Keep on asking what your options are. What you can do differently that may make a difference. Keep on asking until you know.

If you have tried the options currently available to you where you reside, ask your therapist about the availability of assistance programs you might be eligible for somewhere else.

I do not make that suggestion lightly. Your children can sense how well you are doing. They need a healthier Mom. So do you, Mom.