Thanks LMo

Hmmmm....

People with PTSD ruminate on the past..that's what it is...The present sort of disappears while you get "stuck" in everything else.

I am a survivor of abuse. I react to everything. Movies with a crime theme send me reeling.

I am just afraid that there is not enough out here to distract me...

Who knows.

Maybe not.....my head is clearing. Disappearance of intrusive horrendous thoughts. The best way I can describe it is being smacked over the head repeatedly with stuff, like a broken record playing again and again. It's going away.