I read all the new posts and I agree with the below...you HAVE to help yourself NOBODY can follow you around in real life not just on message boards for the rest of your life and hold you hand to keep you from harms way..A T can be found you go to college right? you have a mom and dad too get some help a T would give you the attention you seek here and on the other site..But in a better way...I have friends in CND and can ask how you all find free to cheap T's
I know you have looked forward to the trip and we joked and talked about it when you posted months ago on it..yet I agree with Kimmy as far as you ARE stalking this man and if as you said you end up alone you may do something well...something lets say bad..Green what could THAT be? The CN Tower jumping deal was not a joke you say but do you see how that could creep him and others out? I would not go to the party myself knowing someone there could jump or do as you call them bad things..Also whats so wrong with being alone here and there...I bet after a day or fun it might be ok if you LIKED yourself more.
So I came up with a middle ground cause I know you want this party....Go only IF you can go from some day until the party with NO letters to DB and on your own WORK with the PDOC..GET A T....and take any meds as rxed to you...then its like a reward to go for hard work AND others who may want to go might feel better going knowing you are WORKING and DO what you need to DO to be well and be there without acting out..Who would want to go if they had fears of you? I know some who are leery of going in fear of what you might do...If you WORKED ON IT ..I bet they would feel better and YOU would feel good having put your best foot forward..STOP work on you
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I just don't know if it's worth it...seeing a T.
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I will say that it makes me angry that you said that. We have been very supportive of you and have tried to help. You have admitted to being demanding and needing attention. This makes it sound like it's okay to demand OUR free time and attention, but it's not worth the effort and expense to get professional help?
That kind of statement after all you've wrote and all we've replied really makes me not want to be involved any longer. I do want to be supportive to you and any member who visits PC, but only as far as they're willing to help themselves. Sorry.
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