I am diagnosed BPD. But I dissociate. I lose time all the time. I do not think I have others in me (DID/MPD) but I am not sure. Friends frequently tell me I've said something and had no memory of it. Or I find things I've purchased and don't have a clue why or when I did it. I don't know if this is just dissociating or do I have an alter coming out? How do I tell?