Thankyou for sharing that with us.

I am glad you had so much good support from your friends and your therapist. I'm glad you could learn a lesson from somebody else who suicided. Her (was it a her?) life was not in vain, then.

I understand you feel very bad about what you did/have done. Personally i don't feel overwhelmingly bad, but there are complex reasons why. Some people look at those who attempt to suicide and think they are the SCUM of society. That is because they don't understand. THere is no need to feel ashamed, in certain circumstances suicidal ideation is a normal feeling. Look around you at the people who are here and struggling with it.

I'm glad things have gone well, all up, for you. All the best with your son.

Peace be with you,

Regards,

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