(((((((tree))))))) I am sorry it is so hard right now.....and I understand. I relate! I am finding things hard too.......not hard in the sense that we are dealing with hard things right now in therapy, but hard in the sense of dealing with the relationship. THAT is what is feeling so hard and so confusing to me right now and I am having a hard time finding the right words to tell T how hard it is for me......she thinks we should go back to once a week if we aren't dealing with intense things at the moment and I feel like it would be too hard to do that because I feel so undone still from the hard things we did just deal with and with the confusing feelings about the whole relationship thing......gah! Yep, it is hard and I wish it were easy.....easier for me. Just in general things feel hard for me right now, anyway, though......