Doodle3609,
Welcome to the PC community!

I hope you will find alot of information and support here. It's a great place!
Attachment to the therapist and therapy is a frequent issue that comes up here. I don't feel like i'm a good one to give advice about it, though, because i have major attachment issues that stem from my childhood and get played out in the therapy relationship. I'm in need of some direction in that area also.
But there are alot of knowledgable folks here with alot of experience to bring to the table.