Thanks for the hugs, all. They've really helped.
I'm still kind of out of it. The bad thoughts have backed off a little bit, thank goodness, but I'm still kind of blah. I've been up since 6 this morning but the extent of my activity today is to have a shower and get dressed. Trying to convince myself to go out and at least do some groceries. May still be a while. I'm so tired of being so useless. Ugh.