[quote=beautifuldisaster78;1815090]Not really sure where to put this post. So the "general" category seemed like a good idea. Mostly, I just wanted to see if anyone understands this.

I went to therapy today. When I went earlier in the week I was much worse. But today was a little better. However, I have been desparate. In fact, when I went before I fully expected to be admitted somewhere right then and there. Not that I wanted to be- but in all honesty an escape didn't sound like a bad idea.

Start doing what you can to clear obstacles. Look closely at your attitudes towards and the way you treat others. You have to understand where the other is coming from-his/her reasons for being rude, mean etc. That is over look and forgive. Don't retaliate! With what you give the same is returned to you. Clear your mind of this type of bad habit. Realize your actions reinforce established habits.