Thanks Pleasehelp

I guess I can write it down, that's probably logical huh!! I feel stupid for thinking this. I just want to be ok!!

I might call him tomorrow and see if I can get a bit of clarification. When I sit in the room I kinda feel under the light. I really like him and he isn't mean or anything to me. He asked me questions today that he has never asked before. Mania and staying up late. He said is it bad behaviour or Mania when I stay up late??? I was kinda like wow never heard him ask me this before. I said it's a bit of both depending on how I have been feeling thdat day. He said bad behaviour is not good and I have to distinguish between good and bad behaviour when manic etc.

I feel safe when I talk to him and can talk about my s/h'in and suicidal thinking without feeling embarrassed.

I just think I needed to get it out so thank you guys for chatting with me.