Thanks PleaseHelp,

The thing is he asked if there was anything in my life right now that was different to the last time I saw him and I said no. When infact.... My Great Uncle is close to dying the Priest has read his last rites 3 times, my Twin Sister is possibly moving down to London to be with her Boyfrien in a few months time, at the moment I am off work and no one is able to tell me if I have a job or not, my Mum is still unemployed so money is tight plus on top of that I have these side effects which I told CPN today about and he is concerned about and a lump on throat which I am being sent to the Hospital to get tested at the ENT Department. Think that's it!!

I feel sometimes my life is just a dream and nothing will happen. I am scared to let people in, in RL as they hurt me too much and then I am miserable cause I don't really have many friends in RL

Catch 22