slow and easy, SI. just take on that anxiety the day it comes. try not to project the outcome. lee and i had the same question, what's the worst thing...? i said, die. well some of that stuff was much easier than i thought!
congrats on 60 days. it is an accomplishment so don't minimize what you've done. getting sober isn't easy. staying sober is, using what we are learning a day at a time.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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