You have a lot on your plate right now. Sorry to hear about your Great Uncle. Are you close to your twin? (I have twin step-daughters) I know its hard to be without a job, but maybe right now its best so you can get other things in your life figured out. I think it would help to tel your CPN all the things that are going on b/c they all affect your emotional well being and mental state.

I am trying to let more people in RL in, but its hard. I feel more comfortable here. Feel free to PM if you would like to.