(((Can't Stop Crying))) Hopefully this painful stage is nearing the end. I searched for some links that might be useful for you, but you would need to check with your therapist before venturing into another recovery program. I hope this bad stage will end soon, where you can move on to a recovery. Since you're making progress with this therapist, I hope that's a good sign.

12 step recovery program http://www.siawso.org/

Stages of the healing process(optional forgiveness)
http://www.theadvocacycenter.org/adv_abuseheal.html

http://www.redroom.com/publishedwork...d-sexual-abuse