Thanks Dizgirl2011,

I know, I should contact him. I have had a really good cry tongiht. He thinks my med is needing changed and suggested Lithium. I am scare about going on that. He said he was going to leave my Psych a note about my bad side-effects. I see Psych next Fri(6th) so it's not too long. He is really nice and I really do like working with him. It is hard to say everything in 1 hour so I guess I could just call him up and say "oh I forgot to tell you I am having all these issues within the family". We spoke about my work as that's a major topic for us.

I just hate the unknown which is what life is full of!!