I know, but it seems a lot harder than just doing it. When my therapist starts pushing me to do something I'll start crying, stop talking completely, and want to curl up into a little ball or run away. I have tons of responsibilities.. I'm like a mom to my brother who is special needs and I have to help support my Dad. The support is so important that I cannot even go back to school until September. I haven't even been all year. I rarely ever get breaks or anything new or nice.. Therapist keeps telling me this lifestyle is wrong. That might be true but it can't be changed, it's an impossible situation because we're so close to getting kicked out, and my dad's company is being bought out..

I've been a supporter all my life, supporting my parents, supporting my brother, and then trying to support myself. It's hard.. and I can't do it.