HelgaDE,

I am sorry to hear how frustrated you are. I understand how it feels to be lonely in the midst of BPD. It seems our families are immobilized by their own fears and lack of knowledge. My husband completely ignores how I am feeling. He is in denial, and he is very happy there. I hate feeling so alone with my feelings. An hour of therapy each week just isn't enough to feel understood or cared about. I think you know what I mean.

I don't know how to encourage you. I know I had a stretch of a couple months when friends didn't call and I felt too depressed to pursue them. It was a very dark time. Please try to call someone. You will probably feel better once you connect with someone who does care about you but has gotten busy with his or her own life. You deserve to have people in your life who take the time to listen to you. I wish you friendship and comfort to ease your pain!