GreenLeaves I don't know what else ANYONE can say to you....Nobody said to change YOU.. But you, like the rest of us...need to get rid of some of the things about yourself you say you do not even like about you...Thats your choice..You have been on a mental health site over a year and claim you do not want to change...then why come to a mental health site? We are all here to work on or change what we don't like about ourselves. Do you think if you stay *just as you are* and mom and dad ask you to move someday .....that you will feel at ease ...with you???? If you even think no...then that means you have room for improvement..
I cannot imagine many will want to post with you if you JUST want attention and not to work on you..... ..I do not care if you change...but as you have posted you stalked the doc and so on I offered some options as did others...
If you went to see a T and said...I do not want to change odds are...they would say ok...goodbye...