Lexicon78 you are one of the dearest people I've met on this forum...you have never once come across as anything but a caring loving person and I can't imagine anyone here yelling at you...you are worth love and respect and so much more Lexicon...I know words can really hurt the soul when used derrogitorily...this is a form of abuse that you shouldn't have to put up with just to get to the good parts of your relationship...I think you know this deep down Lexicon, that's why you turned to this other person...everyone needs to feel wanted, and if you aren't feeling that with your b/f then looking elsewhere is natural...how cybering and words of love and encouragement could be called cheating is beyond me...even flirting with someone that is flesh and blood is not cheating...but that could just be me...that would be someones own point of view...intimacy is a part of a loving relationship and though not vital to the relationship it is part of the ties that bind one person to another...oh lexicon I wish I could just give you a big hug instead of trying to help with explainations or advice...but and listen to this last part very closely Lexicon because I am yelling it at you...YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON...you're really not...you, are not a bad person...your sweet and kind and loving and if you need a reminder just go look through the posts here and on HW and see how many people you have touched...please take care Lexicon...

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