I am not sure why but I am have been feeling very insecure lately with not reason from the boyfriend why I should. Maybe it is because my last two relationships ended at this point-when we were dating as long as my current relationship and I am getting paranoid that it will end. Another thing is this is a healthy relationship and never having one before I used to think it was normal to spend tons of time with the other person. I have been more upset that usual at this time of the month and feel like crying all the time and am a bit depressed too. My last conversation with the boyfriend went well, I explained that I was a bit sad because a close female friend and I are not getting along and I acted a little mopey around him-he was very nice and sympathetic and considerate and that makes me feel better but I am still over-analyzing everything and I am beginning to drive myself crazy. I wish I could just take a break from being me for a while-but sans a lobotomy that is not possible.

Thanks for all the advice-my parents were too busy dealing with my sister's unexpected pregnancy when I was a teen and they never gave me any dating advice and now in my early 30's I have come to realize that my previous dating actions were not healthy and I am trying really hard not to repeat those mistakes. Thanks a bunch Mom and Dad!