Dexter,
I don't really have any advice, it sounds to me like you are going through alot right now in your life. I understand some of it. Depression doesn't help much when it comes to the future, how well I know. I hope things will work out ok for you. It sounds like your job is sending alot of confusing mixed messages. I understand the feeling of frustration and agitation things like this can cause. And I hope everything works out for you. The support groups sound like a positive outlet.
Wishing you the best,

KRIS
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