I'm sure you guys think im nuts for praising depression.. I'm trying my best to stop this kind of self harm behavior. I told myself that if I dont stop cutting soon that I will force myself to be checked for tetanus and for possible HIV/AIDS every so often at the same hospital that i was admitted in the psych area.. This hospital is strict and won't hestitate to Baker act people for doing theses things. For those whos wanting why HIV/AIDS? I choose this so that i can scare myself more into STOPPING the cutting. I haven't cut for almost a whole month... I'm happy but i'm not happy because I have the words " Kill me" craved on my left ankle and I don't know if i can ever get rid of the nasty scar.
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