I don't know if i can deal with that at all.
I have confronted him a little over my needs, about how the relationship would be fair, and how everything i suggest he has a reason not to do, but he just replied that he's perfectly happy with the way things are; which means me going to HIS place, when HE wants.
I don't know if i can handle it because i'm quite needy as it is; having had so much rejection. I need attention, and reassurance, but at the start of the relationship i thought i was doing so well and everything was equal. Turns out i was just totally overcome by him and didn't notice the little things he fails to do now.
Is it possible that he is just losing interest, and he's just not THAT into me?
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You might say it's self-indulgent. You might say it's self-destructive. But you see it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
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