the only thing that is also bothering me now is that i get this urge to see a picture of the girl he likes, just to see if she's prettier than me. I won't be able to move past this until i see her and do an analysis.

How can i control my urge?

its super hard. I should be sleeping but I've been up coz this thing is revolving in my head, I really want to see it... is this normal?