((((((((wi))))))))))

yes, it's hard, but you're going to have to start with "small leaps". When you do that, you will recognize that it's ok and you've done fine. after that, you can begin to work up.

i literally had to just do it and learn in my brain that it was ok. does that make sense? because of all of the concern about it, it was something that i literally had to learn.

kd