I would rather be in a homeless shelter now. I moved in with some friends that I met online in Corry, PA. They have 4 kids, 2 of which have severe, severe, severe behavioral issues. One has child onset Conduct Disorder and the other is a pathalogical liar, and has multiple outbursts, crying and likes to destroy other's things. The one with CD is 10yrs old and will destroy anything in his path, he has huge damaging tantrums, this also sets his brother off, making him want start kicking and fighting... This never ever ends.

Now I have MDD, BPD, SZA, GAD. I can't take this stuff. They are setting me off and triggering me into severe cyclic motions. I take my meds, but it isn't helping. I seriously feel like I'm going to snap soon. To top it off, the parents are just as bad as the kids. They do nothing except stare at a computer all day, and yell and scream at the kids. What a joke. I screwed up. This is more than I can chew.