Thank you all for your advice. I am probably just going to try to hang in there, I think I am seeing someone this weekend, which may help. I saw my shrink today, and because of my intense mood swings as well as my past, he thinks I may be manic-depressive, airing on the depressive side. He is starting me on a new med, and if it helps my mood, then that is what I have. I have thought that I might be manic-depressive for a long time, like since I was first diagnosed with depression, but none of the doctors would believe me, they just wrote it off as depression. Anyway, I just wanted to get on here really fast and thank you all. For rapunzel, yes I have started classes, and I am hoping that those will keep me busy enough over the next 2 weeks to hang in there. Anyway, I am going to go, need to be doing homework anyway. Thank you all again.

~Dreamer~

[b]<font color=blue> How very empty is my soul, it is a soul that feels no thrill, it is a soul that could easily kill...--Cake[b]<font color=blue>