Dial h for homeless shelter...they may have room....some of them are not bad at all and far better then where you are now. Trust me, get out now...find a shelter or the woods whatever. Do you have a car...You can always sleep in that if you need too.
Your mental health comes first!!!! Take care of it.....call the local hospital too, and tell them how you are feeling.
Let us know whats happening!!!!

You are NOT being punished....it was a simple mistake with bad consequences. You will get out of this!