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Old Apr 27, 2011, 03:29 PM
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it does sound similar to my drinking years ago. AA has an apt saying, one is too many and a thousand not enough. you could go to an AA meeting and see if you can identify with the people there. it sounds like you would. "problem" drinkers can get help there too. just a suggestion mind you. i couldn't control my drinking either and the problem got bigger and bigger. AA saved my life-21 years sober. i could have never stopped drinking like you describe without their help. today i'm happy joyous and free. free from the bondage of alcoholism.
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