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Originally Posted by zooropa
Unbelievably, stupidly, I want to call her. I want to tell her how much I'm hurting. I want to tell her how I don't trust her anymore. I want to tell her that I knew this would happen all along and she TRICKED me into believing her and trusting her, only to have her hurt me in the end just as I feared. And I know those are my thoughts and feelings and not the reality of what happened. But, shoot. It sure FEELS real.
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Hey, I said that to my T once. I told her I blamed her and it was her fault that I was in the condition I was in. I told her she should have known better and she should have warned me. etc. etc. etc.
I just blasted her and then I said, "And, so what do you have to say for yourself?" I think it's good to express what we're feeling. that's the whole point, isn't it?