Has anyone on here dealt with repressed memories? I have memories of being sexually abused but I can't remember or see who it was doing it! Is that even possible? I'm driving myself mad trying to figure this all out but I am getting nowhere.
My father is a violent alcoholic that would daily go on rants telling me how stupid, worthless, ugly.... I was. My mother always blamed how he treated me on the fact that I was just like her. (Somehow everything is always about her).
I no he is an *** but could he really have done "those things" to his own child? I get sick to my stomach at the thought of having to see him. I can even make myself call my mother anymore because he might answer the phone. His smell (he chews) makes me want to curl up into a ball and die.
Why can i just "know" who did this to me, it makes me want to scream!! Am I just crazy could all of this be in my head? Has anyone else dealt with this not knowing? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.   Cat
Last edited by turquoisesea; Apr 27, 2011 at 05:09 PM.
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