(((((((((zoo)))))))))
Do you want to share what she said? Do you want to share what you want to say to her?
Sometimes writing it ALL out on PC helps me. I don't feel alone with it anymore, and even though it doesn't "fix" it, it lightens the load a bit. Just to be able to keep coming back and saying "it still hurts, I'm still scared" and have people hear me and GET it.
I agree with Chris...don't call yet. Wait. Breathe. Type. Breathe some more.
I so know the "I'm unlovable" place, and it's the most painful place for me. It feels SO REAL when I'm in it.
I love you. And I am glad I have a relationship with you. And that is the Truth.


