called her and left a message. I fail at life.

some of the things she said that are going around in my head: that she has never encountered this before in her career. That it's not me calling for coaching that's a problem, it's me calling to check if she's still there, or me asking if it's ok to call her. My need for reassurance is "draining" and "damaging the relationship". That she was working hard on not being sarcastic. She didn't realize it before because once I leave her office someone else comes in and she's focused on them and then when she goes home she's focused on home. It's ok for me to have needs but I have to know that people aren't obligated to meet those needs.

I'm angry/sad/angry/sad/angry/sad right now.