I know how you feel Estee! I am in the same boat! My family just does not get it! I have even gone as far as sending them information on panic attacks and anxiety and they still don't get it! What has become obvious to me is the fact that they never will, unless this tragic disorder took a hold of them. But I don't want that to happen to any member of my family, heck, I would not even wish this on my worst enemy! I am here for you and everyone else who suffers with this problem! You ever want to talk just let me know, and I am here for you!