I want to e-mail the administrator so bad right now. I want to e-mail him to thank him for writing that he doesn't want bad things to happen to me. I want to e-mail him telling him that I won't try to jump off the CN tower or anything.

I'm going to write it here

Hi Dr. Bob,

I just want to thank-you again for writing that addendum. I'm just really really glad that you wrote that. I read it all the time now and it makes me feel better. I'm not sure what would have happened if you didn't write it. I'm just really glad that you did.

I promise I'll be good when I meet you and others in Toronto. I just want to say that because of this trip I'm going to try to get some counselling or something. Some people tell me that some Babbers may be weary of meeting me because they might be afraid that I will do something stupid. I want to alleviate people's fears any way that I can. I'm determined to make things better Dr. Bob. I promise.

Take care

jenny/Deneb