That is a nice thought :-)
If the urge to email gets real bad... You can email me. Or PM me here. I'll even try and do a Bobbish response (or ignore) if you would like though that could be verrrrrrry hard lol ;-)
Seriously though... That is a nice thought.
I don't think you should worry too much about how people are going to feel about meeting you in particular... My guess would be that most people will be feeling pretty nervous in general... Mostly worrying about themselves and hoping things go well all round. It should be fun
But on that note... Maybe we should leave it to PM's... Because it would be better if the thread doesn't get locked and I think the preference here is that we don't talk about certain things because some people find it upsetting or something like that...
I'm glad you are feeling better. And about the phoning the councelling service because you want to feel happier... I think that is what other people want for you too. I think that is why they have been going on and on and on about it for so long now. Because... People care. And when you care about someone... You do want them to be happy. I think people will be happy to hear that you have taken this positive step :-)